Saturday, February 25, 2006

Dream is mean

I stood out of the way of everybody else. I was squeezing myself into the corner of a wall overlooking a river, because I didn’t have anywhere else to go. I had no where to stay and I hoped that I could just stay here for the night with no one noticing me. But then a naked homeless guy who was a heroin addict came up to me and said that where I was standing was his home, then he tried to squeeze into my corner to budge me out. When I wouldn't move he stabbed me in the ankle with his heroin needle. He was HIV positive, so I knew that I now was HIV positive too, and I had to get to doctor quickly if I wanted an antidote. But it was about 5.30pm on a Saturday so I knew it would be hard to find a doctors open, and anyway they all have waiting lists that went on for weeks. But I did find one just before it closed and I told the woman doctor what happened. She said that that corner was that man's home and I had no right to take it. I couldn't believe she was annoyed with me, when I hadn't done anything wrong. And I thought that 'I am also in need, I don’t have a home either'. I was annoyed because I had covered up my need so well that no one could tell. He just made his needs obvious so everyone would help him.

2 Comments:

Blogger Morris said...

That is very disturbing.

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2/26/2006 3:58 pm  
Blogger Dreamy said...

I rather like the idea of having a disturbed mind.

I guess, that is disturbing.

2/26/2006 6:52 pm  

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