Live Again

I always promised myself that I would live again
Everything would change this time
I held on to this thought as so precious, so strong
I’d live in a new family,
I’d be a perfect girl

People ask me why I can’t move on
I stand still, as I always did
In a trance of my own
Hoping that one day my dream will take me over
And I’d be back to the beginning to do it all again

I thought that things would change in time
But everyone passed by and forgot about me
I live in static now
Not brave enough to let my life catch up
I don’t want to move in case I brake my fantasy

But all my dreams, like stones, must sink
They're not reality
I must blow my memories away
And watch my life go by
To fall into its rightful place in history


I wrote this ^ about 10 years ago, since then you'll be thrilled to know that I have moved on.