Mindfullness...
~ When I close my eyes I can see intricate images on the insides of my eyelids, that are like unique animated visualisations. They are totally independent of my will, and are creations I could never have imagined otherwise.
~ I find it relaxing to design tunes in my mind, and when I sing them the tickling in my throat feels emotionally satisfying.
~ I believe that life is meaningless, which is a thought that inspires me daily to act even in the face of fear, and create my own sense.
~ I'm on a fulfilling, yet never-ending journey of personal development which involves me taking every opportunity to question, and open up to life.
~ There are various qualities which I try to embody, and look for in the people I associate with. These include vitality (which means full of life and is the opposite of cynicism), integrity (which means doing what you say you are going to do, whatever it takes), intelligence (which means being able to grow and adapt), logical (which means rejecting spiritual, religious, astrological and other similar beliefs), illogical (which means able to use intuition and natural sense even when there is only phenomenological experience to go by).
~ Being "laid-back" or "easy-going" does not appeal, as I'm sure there is enough time for laying back in the coffin. Sitting upright to the presence of life is what I find inspiring.
~ I find it relaxing to design tunes in my mind, and when I sing them the tickling in my throat feels emotionally satisfying.
~ I believe that life is meaningless, which is a thought that inspires me daily to act even in the face of fear, and create my own sense.
~ I'm on a fulfilling, yet never-ending journey of personal development which involves me taking every opportunity to question, and open up to life.
~ There are various qualities which I try to embody, and look for in the people I associate with. These include vitality (which means full of life and is the opposite of cynicism), integrity (which means doing what you say you are going to do, whatever it takes), intelligence (which means being able to grow and adapt), logical (which means rejecting spiritual, religious, astrological and other similar beliefs), illogical (which means able to use intuition and natural sense even when there is only phenomenological experience to go by).
~ Being "laid-back" or "easy-going" does not appeal, as I'm sure there is enough time for laying back in the coffin. Sitting upright to the presence of life is what I find inspiring.
posted by Dreamy at 6:54 pm
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As you know this happens to me as well. I remember the first time I tried to explain this to someone they thought I was describing a drug trip. I remember how enthusiastic I was about it. (I have never been a drug user. I rarely ever even touch OTC medication).
Interweaving Geometric shapes, extraordinarily complex musical fugues, monstrous architecture and landscapes formed instantaneously as is with no conscious effort whatsoever. It's like watching the most amazing art display ever devised. I remember specifically telling someone that if you could market this image I had it would easily trump the best art ever created with universal agreement.
There is generally a buzzing sensation in the head, probably a semi-temporal lobe mini-seizure I suspect. Interesting to note also Dany that people who have come close to death before (NDErs) show traits of temporal lobe epileptics. It may also explain my prior sojourn into spirituality.
God most certainly exists, is an amazingly good creative artist and resides pleasantly in my brain.
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