It's good to express anger I've heard

I'm still so angry at Exxx and Sxxxxx, mainly Exxx. [Even though it’s all Sxxxxx's fault.] I really don’t think I've ever been so angry in my life. Certainly not for such a sustained period. Or maybe I was, I was angry at Simon for many years. It felt similar actually.

I'm angry because I feel so powerless. I'm not really used to feeling powerless. There was always something I could do to get things to be in my favour or at the very least, fair. But Exxx is swivelling on her power like a big fat dildo and thoroughly enjoying needlessly making me stay in this subordinate position. There is absolutely no reason for her to do it except to lap up the power she has. She is needlessly spiteful. She has no reason whatsoever apart from that she must enjoy being mean.

Once she allows me to cut the ties with her, once she releases me [and she has to one day, however long she prolongs it], the bitch, I'm going to do her. I'm going to do her up like a kipper, or however the expression goes. I'm going to lightly and ever so politely write an article about her antics and have it printed in the most prestigious journals. The journals where she sucks her lifeblood from the meek who worship her. She has been queen of the exi-fucking-stential jungle too long! Move over Queeny...